v1;

Ima be honest

I dont even know how to begin the healing process

My wounds are spilling blood I know that I need to be cautious

I’ve been hearing voices spitting lies inside my conscience

I need to hear the truth, and not people saying I got this

I need to hear from God, I will not live God-less

If He wont show up for me I will still believe regardless

But He will show up, and you know what?

He will make me new, because that is what HE promised

I\'ve been doubting too, that\'s why I relate with Thomas

Told I was a diamond but I just feel like a rhombus

My life cold as winter Lord I look forward to August

Why you give me giants when you know that I\'m the smallest?

God give me strength cuz now I need to be the strongest

Everything I\'ve been through in the open, I feel nauseous

Feel like I move faster backwards I\'m just like a crawfish

I feel like I’m trying, Jesus, now they call me Pontius

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I need to be reborn so I’ll be more than

a million broken pieces of an old man

I wanna be free, I know that I am

If anyone can help me I know God can

 

v2;

Ima tell the truth

I know what I need and I know what I need is you

I don\'t understand exactly what your gonna do

I can\'t be unborn to be reborn to someone new

I\'m still in my youth

How do I become a new creation if im through

a couple decades of experiences will they undo?

Will they happen again like deja vu

but this time I see it from a much higher point of view?

Lord I don\'t know a thing except that I got lots of wounds

From thoughts of death and loneliness to a keen sense of feeling doomed

I felt silenced for so long I thought you wouldn\'t hear me too

Worthless and unloved thats who I was, so I assumed

But now I know you deeper you\'re a keeper I resumed

Living to the fullest best I can until I’ve bloomed

I felt the hands of death but then I felt God through His breath, I give my all ain\'t nothing left, my soul has risen from its tomb

v3:

In all authenticity

I trust you with my life, and you can trust me with my ministry

I feel your power in me like the flow of electricity

My spirit feels a buzz like I\'m moving beyond infinity

Good bye to toxicity and the enemy’s stupidity

You will make me better I already feel the energy

You can train my mind to think of life optimistically

Faith can move a mountain, lies can limit perceptivity

Therapists could not find ways to cure me scientifically

Trust your healing hand to work a miracle inside of me

I will be reborn, my mind will block out negativity

Mo more death and sorrow no more truth with subjectivity

Only what is pure and what is holy in my imagery

Only time with God can deconstruct impossibility

King of Kings the Prince of Peace can bless me with tranquility

I fought my battles hard so I could earn a final victory

I\'ve finally defeated all my sufferings and iniquity

From suicidal thoughts to being proud of my ethnicity

From different forms of coping and incomprehensibility

To overcoming all the worldly weapons of the enemy

From silent victim of abuse to loudest rapper actively

unraveling the side effects of silence linguistically

From broken hearted singer to a born again philosophy

From lies in truths clothing to the naked truth theology

Dichotomy of Candor