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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Siddharth Sarkar
Songwriter
Lyrics
Look I ain't got a death wish I don't really wanna die
But the fact is I'm not very fond of life
And for a while now I have been feeling dead inside
All the teardrops I've been really tryna hide
Man my past really got my mind agonized
How you gon tell me that they love me damn that's wild
Cuz I hear you all bitching on my back, y'all some fucking liars
They say I'm suicidal cuz that's what's in trend
Well I don't rock no chains vro I don't follow trends
Sticking with your prejudice expecting me to rant
If I point that shit out it I swear I'd be damned ay
And if you knew me, you'd know I don't pretend
But I get your point a lot of kids just fake it
But god damn, y'all made depression to a contest
I guess a **** gotta slit his wrist to prove shit
I guess I like going through pain I don't really hate it
Cuz whatever I am today that's how I made it
Y'all hell-bent on your opinion so I gotta break it
Facts do not concern themselves with how you take it
I don't claim depression I don't like terming shit
But if I knocked the cabin a doc would probably permit it
They stereotype oh, it's just some teen bullshit
Fuck do you know I've been doing bills since 17 and shit god damn yea
They be pointing out that I act childish
Well I ain't even get to live my teens
So now is when the time is
Could you not mind it
Bitch if I'm pained
Am I supposed to hide it
They tell me get your act right bitch I don't even act
Never knew how to fake it I am as real as it gets
I grew up in the woods all I ever saw was debt
I can't seem to stop running laps with my past
God damn yea
Look I ain't got a death wish I don't really wanna die
But the fact is I'm not very fond of life
And for a while now I have been feeling dead inside
All the teardrops I've been really tryna hide
Man my past really got my mind agonized
How you gon tell me that they love me damn that's wild
Cuz I hear you all bitching on my back, y'all some fucking liars
Death wish I don't really wanna die
But the fact is I'm not very fond of life
And for a while now I have been feeling dead inside
All the teardrops I've been really tryna hide
Man my past really got my mind agonized
How you gon tell me that they love me damn that's wild
Cuz I hear you all bitching on my back, y'all some fucking liars
Written by: Siddharth Sarkar
