Intrusive Thoughts

Joint lit while I'm drivin' Need a checkup look at the mileage Windows tinted to hide me cryin' Cus some days I'm angry Stressed out but I could care less Please be patient I'm a whole damn mess I'm in pain but I'm just as blessed you see Oh Guess it's just part of getting older Aye Livin' life a little less sober Oh Only party on the weekends Someone else please fight my demons They said kindness was my weakness okay Think I'm insane If you think about it I could really just Drive my car right off this bridge Never deal with shit again Finally see all my dead friends but What is life without the ups and the downs It's worth it in the end Know some people wanna see that shit But I can't let them win No Guess it's just part of getting older Aye Livin' life a little less sober Oh Only party on the weekends Someone else please fight my demons They said kindness was my weakness okay Think I'm insane Sober Oh Sober I miss when I wanted to be sober I miss when I wanted to get older Now it seems that I aint gotta will to live Oh Sober I miss when I wanted to be sober I miss when I wanted to get older Now it seems that I aint gotta will to live