La La La La La Love

I've been searching for la la la la la love I've been searching for la la la la la love It starts in my head and it's happening now It's picking up speed and starting to twist I'm hitting the breaks while I could crash but (Ya yaya yayayayaya) I've been searching for la la la la la love I've been searching for la la la la la love I've been searching for la la la la la love I've been searching for la la la la la love I overlook bad and I focus on the good I need more balance I need more change I'm crashing Im losing My breath I want to be beyond painful desire But its not just as simple as the words becoming truth It's a tad unrealistic and I'm only gonna lose Cuz when I think of you I think of all we could be We never went far enough to live this fantasy I want things to work out so badly Take all these feelings Take them outta me Cuz I'm tryna be free And I'm tryna be healthy The stress of uncertainty, the thought of my dreams Going out the window With me not far behind Show me heaven Show me divine I've been searching for la la la la la love I've been searching for la la la la la love I've been searching for la la la la la love I've been searching for la la la la la love