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P.T.S.D.
9
Hip-Hop/Rap
P.T.S.D. was released on January 18, 2022 by Kapshen Culture as a part of the album Pardon My Presence
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Release DateJanuary 18, 2022
LabelKapshen Culture
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM76

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ericc Antonio
Ericc Antonio
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Black Lions Beatz
Black Lions Beatz
Producer

Lyrics

Them demons coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scared tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scared running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality
Coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scared tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scared running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality
Look where I been look where I've gone
I feel the pain when I'm there all alone
I'm at the window I'm holding the chrome
Paranoid from hearing the phone
Yeah yeah in a zone
Don't know if I'm right or wrong
Mama saying come back home
Not the same since I been gone
The ones that hate they weapons are drawn
The ones with love u rest in their arms
Rest in their arms that's when you calm
That's when them demons they leave you alone
Tryna get thru it to weather the storm
Not realizing a gun in your palm
B4 u know it police on ur lawn
All of this trauma can set off alarms
There no where 4 you to run
Put ur hand up drop ur gun
Look around it's lots of them
It's lots of them & none are friends
Choices not so optional
Staring through these opticals
There's so many obstacles
PTSD's possible
Them demons coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scared tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scared running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality
Coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scared tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scared running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality
PTSD
It's blood on these streets
It's blood on my feet
Those bullets miss me
Can doctors fix me
My brain is mince meat
I'm scared to go to sleep
Cuz them demons after me
Call the emergency
What's real or fake is the urgency
What they do to me
Went over to fight fa my country
This shit is not comfy
Just pills & a comfort
I'm sleeping or unconscious
I'm dying I'm punching
But not hitting nothing
Them doctors they fronting
Ain't telling me nothing
Them demons keep coming
I'm bout to hurt something
My girl is afraid with 1 in her stomach
She leaving the house to go live with her cousin
Just me in the bed alone with the covers
When demons is coming it's no one to cuddle
The pain is subtle
It's more like a bubble
It pops when you touch it
The glock on my stomach
I'm ready to clutch it
They coming I'm bussing
I'm waking up screaming
Sweating from dreaming
I can not sleep but you know the reason
Sipping I'm leaning It got me feening
Running & running
Keep running from demons
Is it my fault what are the reasons
Calling my girl begging and pleading
Every evening focus on breathing
Gun in my palm fuck it I'm leaving
Them demons coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scared tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scared running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality
Coming after me
Got me falling down to my knees
Scared tryna make em leave
Another day so I can breath
Coming after me
Got me scared running in my sleep
Always there in back of me
Dreams or reality
Written by: Eric Antonia Dunn
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