See Me Now

Baby, what I meant

Is I get thoughts that make me sick

They ask me if I'm good for this and I am

I don't want you feeling it

There's open doors pushing on my head

And I don't want you seeing what I fit in

What I'm worth, it goes up every night

I get paid with her eyes

Does my baby know I'm not that right?

I get stuck on what I can't give

The internet helps me forget

That I got doors that open, they push on my head

Talking mean about my strength

Like no, I'm not enough like him

Oh, my hands don't fit like his on you

Oh, he's playful, careless, goes where he wants to

When I was young, for a girl I was tough

Now I'm figuring out how you see me now

I don't wanna overthink

The things I hope her friends don't say

But I've got doors that open, they push on my head

Talking mean about my strength

Like no, I'm not enough like him

Wondering if you've looked at old pictures of my band

I've got doors that open, they push on my head