Magical Doomer

Sleeping again, fading again I'm waking up with a numb mind Smoking again, thinking again The numbness turned into unease Drinking again, crying again My apathy's been here a long time But that will change, my fate is decided A miracle happened and I made up my mind I will transform into a magical girl I will defy my own nature I will transform into a magical girl And my vodka bottle will turn into a magic wand 'cause I will transform into a magical girl That's how I'll meet your expectations I will transform into a magical girl That will give me a chance to rise I got lost in my own world I shut myself in my home I have enough social activity going to smoke I've been working so hard, and I've been lazy as fuck Another-other day in bed whatever-ever ugh Better than anyone else, worse than anyone else I don't know which one is my real self my mood swings like crazy But that doesn't matter now, all that is meaningless now Even a Russian doomer can hope for a future I will transform into a magical girl I'll fight against my own depression I will transform into a magical girl And my vodka bottle will turn into a magic wand 'cause I will transform into a magical girl I'll save a lonely generation I will transform into a magical girl Let me cast a spell on you now I take my bottle, I feel my power Why don't I try some of my magic spells on you Return to monkey, wear fashion panty Hahaha, gosh dude, now you look so damn cursed Davai sygraem Juguemos juntos Let's play together this game we're all in I'll charge my AK, aim to the sky and I'll shoot and scream Tak suka blyat ne otstavat My head is spinning, I'm tired of volatility Sometimes I wonder if there really is a place for me Even so, I decided to stay true to myself Loud or low, all my states are still me and that is okay I will transform into a magical girl It's my committed declaration I will transform into a magical girl And my vodka bottle finally will actually help me I will transform into a magical girl I will not lose to hesitation And with my powers and my frail will to mend I'll prove that nothing is doomed yet