Never Be the Same

I can't scream but I am trying I can't see cause you are blinding my eyes In your light I'm feeling darkest With your words I'm being heartless again You say you'll never be the same again But it's not what I intend You say we'll never be the same again, same again I know it's deafening the sounds you hear Black as the night that's what my heart is I know it's deafening to feel the tears You say you're praying for me But give me nothing as I disappear See my eyes they're nearly crying I hear words though they are lying to me I'm away from all the hiding I'm alive though you are trying to pull me down You say you'll never be the same again But it's not what I intend You say we'll never be the same again, same again I know it's deafening the sounds you hear Black as the night that's what my heart is I know it's deafening to feel the tears You say you're praying for me But give me nothing as I disappear I might seem like a falling star Still I'm hoping that you'll win your wars When I'm looking back at you Wishing that you'll find your peace and love me too