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Addiction
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Addiction was released on March 1, 2022 by LowKeyC as a part of the album Confessions
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Release DateMarch 1, 2022
LabelLowKeyC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM57

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
LowKeyC
LowKeyC
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
LowKeyC
LowKeyC
Songwriter
Starbeats
Starbeats
Songwriter

Lyrics

Just stop the lies.
I know its not alright.
It doesn't have to be this way.
Don't kill the love
Or ruin innocence.
You have to stop your Addiction.
Im in a dark place
And no one els can know but me and my Heavenly Father.
I've been addicted to porn since I was eleven.
A plague in my heart that will stop me from heaven.
And all of my friends, they seem to accept it
And pass it around cuz its nothing but pleasure.
My guilt cant be measured. Ashamed of myself.
And im doubting my soul.
And quitting now has been harder than ever.
It weighs on my mind as a constant regret.
I've been hiding in weakness and now I'm obsessed
With these people I don't even know.
Everyone watches.
Your husband,
Your son,
And your wife
And your father.
Your daughter,
Your mother,
You friends
And your cousins.
Their minds have been slaughtered
Your brains have been altered
And noone is safe.
And all of its fake.
It wont give love.
You think that you'll watch it just once
But it wont be enough.
The cycle continues
It's harder to wake up.
Your energies wasted
On nothing but pain.
You'll objectify the person next you.
You'll desensitize the soul inside of you.
You'll pretend it's not a problem. Yes it is.
And at the end of everyday look there it is.
And you will keep this a secret
Cuz you're so embarrassed
That noone will help you.
And everyones laughing
Then repeat the process
Of self inflicted sorrow.
Knowing that you'll do
The same thing tomorrow.
Before you know it
Its been ten years of torment.
Before you know it
You've been trapped in defiance.
Your slowly but surely
Destroying your family.
You'll ruin the chances
Of making you happy so,
Just stop the lies.
I know its not alright.
It doesn't have to be this way.
Don't kill the love
Or ruin innocence
You have to stop your Addiction.
Just stop the lies.
I know its not alright.
It doesn't have to be this way.
Don't kill the love
Or ruin innocence.
You have to stop your Addiction.
So disgusted by my actions
Im lost.
Pretending to be someone els
That I'm not.
This dopamine rush is like
All that I got.
Invested in people thats hurting
My God.
And I've lost control of my feelings.
I cant even feel things.
These images numb up my soul
Like a drug.
And it keeps getting worse.
Man it feels like a curse
That I cant seem to shake.
And its hell.
Ill stop for a moment,
Relapse and repeat
At the feet of my demons.
Then I feel defeated.
Im broken to pieces
For weeks at a time.
Look one minute I'm fine
And the next i'm confined.
And Im using excuses
Like ,“Im only human”.
When I know that I could be better.
Holding my head up
But never felt lower.
Praying I wont be like this
When I'm older.
Yeah
I cannot handle this
All on my own.
Im surrounded by friends
But I still feel alone.
And Im sad to say
That im a slave to my phone.
And my curiosity will crave
The unknown.
I reject the support.
I have shutted the doors.
With my pride on the floor.
And my faith in the basement.
My morals are beaten
Outside on the pavement.
I hate what i've done to myself.
It's invasive.
Cuz every time I clear my history
Adds another drop of my own misery.
And the real me starts to be mystery
And the devil celebrates his victory.
And every thought that comes to mind
Pure evil.
It happens to all of us so many people.
But maybe one day we can all finally realize,
True love and happiness was never wickedness.
Every temptation can all be escaped.
Every broken soul can all be reshaped
These horrible feelings can all be replaced.
Even the darkest confessions erased.
And always remember that Heavenly Father
And Jesus will love you no matter the sin.
So turn to forgiveness and quit your decision.
And follow whats right for your heart.
You can end your Addiction.
You can end your Addiction.
Yeah.
Written by: LowKeyC, Starbeats
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