Why

I volunteer to take the blame Giving myself up to save your name Spitting more excuses Concealing fresh bruises Go ahead, go and break my heart I'll welcome it with open arms Picking up the pieces Isn't this all that love is Sometimes I wonder why I stay I always fall for your twisted ways What about your Judas kiss I simply can't resist. Can't stand the head games Can't stand the abuse I've only ever let myself be used I can't take no more, No more, no more You can't ignore, That I am halfway out the door and I can't even begin to know Why, why did I even try? Why, to my old self, I have said goodbye What took me so long to decide? I love you more than I think I should If not for me then who else would Too blind to admit it's true All along the problem's you I'm so confused, you're too obsessed Hate me one day, aw, love me the next Rather you walk all over me then walk away No matter the fights, hurtful words I'd forgive you anyway I think I'll do it on my own Though I'm terrified to be alone Still it's better than staying here, My dear I can't take no more, No more, no more You can't ignore, That I am halfway out the door and I can't even begin to know Why, why did I even try? Why, to my old self, I have said goodbye What took me so long to decide? Some people say That it is better to have loved and lost Than to have never ever Even loved at all But what do those people say When your lover changes faces And now you've lost yourself And you can't even begin to know Why, why did I even try? Why, to my old self, I have said goodbye What took me so long to decide? Why did I even try? Why, to my old self, I have said goodbye What took me so long to decide?