Hardest Way Possible

Another elephant gray sky and it's cold outside I've been a phantom with no place to hide Is my fortune searching for the love inside? Or am I tortured, scorching 'cause I'm burning alive inside I am small But light gets in through cracks in these walls When I see you, I glow I glow like no one else can know It's so hard, it's the hardest by far Hardest way possible It's the hardest, it's the hardest by far The hardest way possible Won't be soon, I can't promise you But I promise you for good You won't be trampled underfoot It's the hardest way to give It's the hardest way to take It's the hardest way to live for Christ sake So hard but God heal these scars Take bleeding hearts out of bars That drown away the hours drown away the hours Getting to the bottom of it fast Swimming damn near the bottom of the glass It's so hard, it's the hardest by far Hardest way possible It's the hardest, it's the hardest by far The hardest way possible You can't and you and you stop When every rung of the ladder is farther to drop What is at stake now? What is not? And what is not? It's so hard, it's the hardest by far Hardest way possible It's the hardest, it's the hardest by far The hardest way possible It's the hardest way possible It's so hard