fast life

Is it obvious I'm not good with attention? I hate my face, no, I can't stand my own reflection My imperfections make me offensive My insecurities are not something to mess with Can't hide it, but I'm helpless, sometimes I just can't help it I ruin friendships left and right, oh me, oh my, I'm selfish I'm always second-guessing, I guess I never learn I gave her second chances, now I don't fuck with her I have panic attacks, and I don't ever relax I don't know how to act when you be turning your back And lately, I don't ever act right (right), remember that night? You lost control, you couldn't keep up with the fast life (fast life) I don't blame you, but I can't save you This a fast life, forget where I've been last night I'm so sorry, I left you lonely I got a show, I can't see you in the morning And I keep my chin down when I'm crying in the room 'Cause I don't wanna see anybody like you And I never come through 'cause I'm always in the mood like Even if I pulled up, treat me like a fool, I- I'm so done with the games when I pull up a charade Would you love me the same if I asked you to stay? I got smoke in my lungs, it goes straight to my veins Would you love me the same if I took all the blame? I have panic attacks, and I don't ever relax (I don't ever relax) I don't know how to act when you be turning your back (turning your back) And lately, I don't ever act right (right), remember that night? You lost control, you couldn't keep up with the fast life I have panic attacks, and I don't ever relax (and I don't ever relax) I don't know how to act when you be turning your back (turning your back) And lately, I don't ever act right (right), remember that night? You lost control, you couldn't keep up with the fast life