A blink of eyes at teeth of time, memory wears me thin.

Guilt holds my past in a man that masks his reflection in self abuse. What can you feel? You stand still while life laughs and passes under your feet.

I’ve spent it all wondering if I’m living life for me.

How many more times can we sit and watch the same damn thing? The obsession with the pity- recycled words you say, admit you’re through.

You’re living something new

Still running out of youth

You’re painting pictures clear

With love and lost, you can’t hold on.

Jawing on, falling back, exhausted with explaining.

This is all I’ve wanted to say, cut the repeat for this last time.

I wait for my call in, and I’ve passed the buck.

Admitted faults, embarrassed thoughts

Dying Nameless, Faceless I leave with you.

You’re living something new

Still running out of youth

You’re painting pictures clear

With love and lost, you can’t hold on.