Opiate

Walking along the surface of what's real, I blur the lines But now it seems the edge is where I feel the most alive Burning to ashes before my eyes is all I've created (all I've created) The only question left on my mind is how I'll escape it (I can't escape it) I hear you calling my name Do you feel your broken heart return to life? My spirit bends and it breaks Is it worth the price paid for these moments? I tried to throw you away Can you feel your withered body slowly die? But nothing else feels the same To regret the life that you have chosen Nothing in this world comes close to How I feel when I am with you Nothing fucking compares Every night, swear it's the last time, but I lied Take your pity with you, and leave me to die Leave me Now I'm all alone, starting to hope that I don't survive this The end of the rope chokes my throat, and all I see is violence I knew all along, I'm not strong enough to break these habits Got lost in a song, now it's gone and I can't take the silence I hear you calling my name Do you feel your broken heart return to life? My spirit bends and it breaks Is it worth the price paid for these moments? I tried to throw you away Can you feel your withered body slowly die? But nothing else feels the same To regret the life that you have chosen I hear you calling my name Now I'm all alone and I know that I won't survive this I feel my fragile spirit bend to a break As the rope chokes my throat, and my vision is violence I couldn't throw you away Thought that I was strong, but I'm wrong, just a slave to habit Lost in a song, but the meaning is gone, and I can't take the silence