Time of No Return

There's Nobody to shade my trespass Alone in the loneliness of this day of death All the black roots grown in me Push the life out and the flowers perìsh A morning sun snowing on my feet Cold like the last air that I breathed On the hills of my home so far now Where my daughter is waiting for me anyhow We are Nobodies, our weight is the air And we are nothing on this cruise to hell Tears shot on the ground Kill the floor my last bound Now I see an open field All is real but I can't feel When the pain is totally misunderstood Every hug from a stranger is a refuge If only I've talked to you so much more I'd have turned the sad days into overjoyed It's my fault if you're on your own Too young to get lonely In the time of growing Empty rooms in afternoons darker than the others When all the friends vanished because you are not their problem Changes were too fast and I was always fucking late My innocence's been slower than your planned and false fate Words filled the silence but betrayed all my secrets Everything I built then it collapsed in a minute I wish I was essential as the beauty was for me But I didn't knew and that is true how hard was to forgive me