Right Now

Right now I wish that I was dying Don't know how hard I've been trying Tryna show you I'm not lying When I hold back tears, I'm not crying I would fly around the world So I wouldn't have to lose you Up all night and I can't sleep I don't want to believe this is true (Yeah) Right now I wish that I was dying Don't know how hard I've been trying Tryna show you I'm not lying When I hold back tears, I'm not crying I would fly around the world So I wouldn't have to lose you Up all night and I can't sleep I don't want to believe this is true (Yeah) But I'm trapped and I can't forget About all of the lies that I've said Right now I can't even leave my bed Wishing that I was with you instead I know that you're missing me too Memories of us being in your room You know what, we're too young I'm self-aware I don't think things through Right now I wish that I was dying Don't know how hard I've been trying Tryna show you I'm not lying When I hold back tears, I'm not crying I would fly around the world So I wouldn't have to lose you Up all night and I can't sleep I don't want to believe this is true I can't tell on app from a friend So I won't trust anyone 'till the end Times like now I want to run away Maybe I'll come back when I feel okay My brain is at a fucked up place (Place) All I can think about is your face (Face) I'm feeling, yeah I'm feeling blue All this time that I cannot undo Right now I wish that I was dying Hey you don't know how hard I've been trying Tryna show you I'm not lying When I hold back tears, I'm not crying I would fly around the world So I wouldn't have to lose you Up all night and I can't sleep I don't want to believe this is true I don't wanna, I don't wanna Believe, believe This is true yeah, this is, this is, this is true yeah I would fly around the world So I wouldn't have to lose you Up all night and I can't sleep I don't want to believe this is true yeah