If I could know

Anything's fine

If I could know

Toss me a line

If I could know

Maybe things wouldn't have gone so wrong

I need to go

But I need to know

Knowing's half the battle

But I don't want to fight anymore

All the useless prattle

That's normally a bore

I cling onto with every sentence that comes out your mouth cuz I miss it

Your mouth and your words and your lips and I store them inside of a vault in my brain I can't get to

Cuz I lost the keys

Prob'ly somewhere in Utah...

If I would know

I could stop berating myself in the shower

If I would know

You'd do anything in your power

To stop this show

Of fear and anxiety squared

If I would know

Just how much you love me.

But knowing's half the battle

And I don't want to fight anymore

I'll hop on my saddle

Knowing rides down memory lane will make me sore

But I don't care, I need it I want it

This dopamine hit when eyes glint across

Your beautiful face and your wonderful smile and how you make me laugh over miles and miles

And what I will do when I see you again...

Will I see you again?