Kicking Myself

Try

Not to spin out too much

Oh but my mind

Keeps on tripping me up

Telling me lies

‘Till I’m coming undone

Emotionally drunk

Like I can’t get enough

Watch me fall

Down the rabbit hole

Spend hours counting all

The potential hypotheticals

Building walls

Just to knock them down

Leave me on the ground

In the fall out

I keep on leaving me a wreck

Words in my head, yeah they’re

Dead set on running parallel

Why do I do it, why do I do it

Always kicking myself, kicking myself

Yeah I’m kicking myself, kicking myself

Always kicking myself, kicking myself

Gotta stop talking in the mirror

God I don’t even wanna be her

Gotta start clearing up the picture

Instead of spending my evenings

Reaching

For the

Ceiling

And weekends

Grieving

Writing stories with sad endings

Picking

Myself apart all over again

I keep on leaving me a wreck

Words in my head, yeah they’re

Dead set on running parallel

Why do I do it, why do I do it

Always kicking myself, kicking myself

Yeah I’m kicking myself, kicking myself

Always kicking myself, kicking myself