Push

I never fully believed that I deserved you

Why would someone like you love someone like me?

I felt this self-destructive need to test you

To justify my insecurities

So, I pushed and I pushed till you noticed me

And I pushed and I pushed just to make you scream

Then I push and I push until I pushed you away

All I want is you to want me

All I need is you to need me

I swear I never meant to hurt you

All I want is you to want me

It's clearly hard for you to show affection

But I need love as much as I need air

You hated my desperate pleas for validation

But why should I have to beg for signs you care?

So, I pushed and I pushed till you noticed me

And I pushed and I pushed just to make you scream

Then I push and I push until I pushed you away

All I want is you to want me

All I need is you to need me

I swear I never meant to hurt you

All I want is you to want me

So, I pushed till you noticed me

Then I pushed just to make you scream

Then I pushed until I pushed you away

All I want is you to want me

All I need is you to need me

I swear I never meant to hurt you

All I want is you to want me

All I want is you to want me

All I want is you to want me