I Betrayed Your Trust

I didn't want this to end But I found I had to depend on you My worst nightmare Just came true I wanna run away Can't look you in the eyes I know I've been advised Now I'm cold as ice 'Cause you brought all the spice Yeah I pushed you to the edge You had to turn around Now I'm lonely I'm my own I've never been that grown Just a kid looking for someone to hold I betrayed your trust again I don't know if I'll ever find a friend like you A friend like you I betrayed your trust again I don't know if I'll ever find a friend like you A friend like you I missed the times we used to talk about Everything under the clouds Now I'm alone again The ghost of yesterday Reminding me it didn't last I can't get rid of the stain of our past I tried to hold on fast But I broke it with my own hands Now I'm in unknown lands Tryna warm up my cold heart The blood's frozen in my veins I can't even bleed out Gotta live with the misery Bitterly I let you go Is this what heartbreak feels like I don't wanna be right My chest hurts in agony The pain keeps company I can't hope you comfort me You comfort me You comfort me I dug my own grave I got put on a brave face I betrayed your trust again I don't know if I'll ever find a friend like you A friend like you I betrayed your trust again I don't know if I'll ever find a friend like you A friend like you Living with the torment I've now begun my descent Sober I don't wanna be Throw my Coffin in the sea Forget about me I'll be pushing daisies 'Til I'll escape this life with ease This life with ease 'Til I escape with ease I betrayed your trust again I don't know if I'll ever find a friend like you A friend like you I betrayed your trust again I don't know if I'll ever find a friend like you A friend like you I never meant to hurt And now I pay the price I betrayed you