Mad

How can I see my own existence? Living in fluid contradiction And I know that I bought what you sold But here I sleep at the bottom with my bed of stone I just wanna stop But we can never stop Is it bad that I wanna feel pain? Is it sad that I'm digging my grave? Call it mad if you wanna Everything you could never explain is the Thorn in the side of my brain Call it mad if you wanna How can I question absolution? Am I a slave to my illusion? And we bury you deep in the mold And I stay on the edge cause I can't let go Is it bad that I wanna feel pain? Is it sad that I'm digging my grave? Call it mad if you wanna Everything you could never explain is the Thorn in the side of my brain Call it mad if you wanna Tension drowning me out Don't even recognize mе Madness calming me down I just wanna make it stop Tеnsion drowning me out Don't even recognize me Madness calming me down I just wanna, I just wanna, I just wanna I don't wanna stop I don't wanna stop Is it bad that I wanna feel pain? Is it sad that I'm digging my grave? Call it mad if you wanna Everything you could never explain is the Thorn in the side of my brain Call it mad if you wanna I don't wanna stop I don't wanna stop