Still Here

I think I'll just say it I think you're still playing Told me you was gonna change your ways well let's just face it I see small things changing And baby you're about to leave My mind is fucking racing Consumed by anxiety yeah And maybe I'm a little paranoid yeah And maybe you don't like this side But I can see the future and clearly We ain't gonna turn out fine yeah Cause I've been picking up how you say things And maybe I'm blind to you baby I can't believe that I let her play me I'm still here But now I think I'm finally seeing clearly Tried to talk to you it's like you couldn't hear me yeah Guess she don't really need me She don't really need me I'm still here Tried to show you that I'll be right there regardless Gave you every part of me, still disregard this I just never thought that she could be so heartless But that bitch heartless I wish I could stay but love is blinding me Demons on my shoulders got control of me Maybe she'll regret it when I finally leave But right now I just feel I've fallen Into deep yeah There's no saving me yeah What hurts is I'm still holding on to you Even after all the shit you put me through I still think this isn't real yeah Maybe there's still time to heal yeah But I can't switch up I can't leave Even though I know its killing me Said you need some time think While I'm still wishing you could see You've been distant, real suspicious Saying that you out with your friends don't miss this I overthink, Im superstitious I don't know if we can fix this And maybe I'm a little paranoid yeah And maybe you don't like this side But I can see the future and clearly We ain't gonna turn out fine yeah Cause I've been picking up how you say things And maybe I'm blind to you baby I can't believe that I let her play me I'm still here But now I think I'm finally seeing clearly Tried to talk to you it's like you couldn't hear me yeah Guess she don't really need me She don't really need me I'm still here Tried to show you that I'll be right there regardless Gave you every part of me, still disregard this I just never thought that she could be so heartless But that bitch heartless I wish I could stay but love is blinding me Demons on my shoulders got control of me Maybe she'll regret it when I finally leave But right now I just feel I've fallen Into deep yeah There's no saving me yeah