Fighting Demons

I said I'm really getting tired Lately I been fighting demons in the fire Not every family member built to be a rider I speak truth when I say devil you a liar I hate questioning people but where is yo loyalty You try to throw dirt on my name but it won't soil me When you a king man they gotta respect yo royalty It's crazy cause I know some strangers that'll spoil me I can't put nothing past nobody cause they be changing God told me guard my heart I know that love is dangerous And the goal was to get rich it wasn't to get famous Suckas tryna get under yo skin to test yo patients I pack a stainless I'm aiming I gotta shoot for stars No long jump man I know that I'm going far The pain gone feel like alcohol poured out on open scars Turn in my boots some years ago but I still been to war I keep it positive cause energy can be contagious And Id be damned to lead these yougins into darker stages Already losing numbers to police and these open cases Already losing my brothers minds to lack of compensation Try to show my people how to move When you try to lead make sure you follow through Sometimes being selfish is the way to go When you enter in and leave this world you do it on your own When they make that call you better answer be right by the phone I said I'm really getting tired Lately I been fighting demons in the fire Not every family member built to be a rider I speak truth when I say devil you a liar I hate questioning people but where is yo loyalty You try to throw dirt on my name but it won't soil me When you a king man they gotta respect yo royalty It's crazy cause I know some strangers that'll spoil me yea Possibly I'm held down by perception I believe in people but they always find a way to fail me I could never hold a grudge thankful for y'all always changing Cause it showed me the things I can do by myself man it's crazy uh Growing up hard headed I had to learn harder ways Lessons taught were very needed they come with growing pains It's okay to make mistakes that don't mean to move the same Protect my energy turn away them burdens leave you strained uh Never thought I seen this day coming My problem I ignored the signs showing Blinded by love but really barley know em Expectations for human beings leave you disappointed Put yo trust in God he gone lead you he gone show you You got something real don't second guess it they gone prove it If it's not building you up than you should keep it moving If you don't make it the first time little brother keep on shooting Don't talk about what's gone happen you just show em when you do it I said I'm really getting tired Lately I been fighting demons in the fire Not every family member built to be a rider I speak truth when I say devil you a liar I hate questioning people but where is yo loyalty You try to throw dirt on my name but it won't soil me When you a king man they gotta respect yo royalty It's crazy cause I know some strangers that'll spoil me yea