Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Cristale
Cristale
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Cristale De'abreu
Cristale De'abreu
Composer
Zel
Zel
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Zel
Zel
Producer
Sean D
Sean D
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I was 13 going on 30
14 going on 40 (Zel, this shit crazy)
15, please, God, fix me
Pickney, 16 going on shifty
[Verse 2]
Uh, uh-wughh!
[Verse 3]
Young yute went to the brothel
We were shocked still cah they showed him the bot' bill (That's pricey)
He won't take a bad one Tinsel just to go town on the back of her tonsils
They teach us dogs eat dogs, so black men can't see their brothers and not kill
Then you got man scammin' on 'net, sayin' "Boys, if your gun don't rise, then your stock will" (Neeks)
I was young when I let you concoct pills and shot to people that really wan' pop pills (Pop that)
Don't get caught with the rock bill, this ain't no block film, there ain't no cop deals (No stories)
Bring your hot life to a standstill, if a man kills you'll be brought to a stop-still (Grrrrt)
Ain't no mountains or molehills, in the ghetto make our factory from foxhills
Would make disciples from my apostles, but I can't take their preachin' for gospel (Can keep that)
Ask for a small favour, but when the time comes, "Aw, Cris, I forgot still" (Fuck you then)
Mum worked hard for her yard, that's my darg, spent nights in a hostel (That's my darg)
Gotta protect my marge, oh my Lord, need to make Ps for my pops, yo
[Verse 4]
Fed men lurkin' in Brix'
Drop that kitch', ain't nowhere to dip, huh (Shit)
Trigger fingers itchin', B
Drop the wap, you can't scratch that itch (Can't scratch that)
[Verse 5]
Life goes on, it's sick
Ain't no L when a man move slick
Scream "Take risks and prosper!"
Check the roster, you ain't take no risk (Ain't done that)
[Verse 6]
Rest in peace T.I.
Bro turned that Q to a half, to a brick
From primary school that yute ain't switched
Bro taught me man that wan' snitch get stitch (Bro taught me)
Them man been my dargs from kids
My friends won't be in my vids, oh flip
Gotta hide my video shoots from CIDs
I ain't inna this lockdown shit, I'm pissed
[Verse 7]
Started secondary school
Mum said, "Learn your book, don't turn to no bad girl" (Behave, Cris)
Started to learn 'bout life
Became a mad girl, come just like this mad world
Teach' said I got so much potential
"Cristale, you don't know how much you have, girl"
Distraction to other in class
Eggs-up and fass
Can't lie, I was that girl
[Verse 8]
Young black girl, 3C, hair curly
Sip dirty rum punch from early
I could see clear, then life got blurry
Kinda half blind, but my sight still certy
Lord, please give me strength if I'm worthy
I know my weak points part of the journey
I'm 20 going on 200
'Cause I was 13 going on 30
[Verse 9]
Young black girl, 3C, hair curly
Sip dirty rum punch from early
I could see clear, then life got blurry
Kinda half blind, but my sight still certy
Lord, please give me strength if I'm worthy
I know my weak points part of the journey
I'm 20 going on 200
'Cause I was 13 going on 30
[Verse 10]
They told me I've been here before cah my soul come old like stone and the henge dem (Oldie)
Bro dem come like my henchmen, still can't put no trust in my friend dem (My brodie)
Label wan' buy me for sentence, buy all my sentence, sign they addendums
Said, "If we're gonna make Ps, then send them"
Bad people, I don't care to offend them (Take offence then)
Still need love and affection, but I question "Is this my dimension?" (My ends dem)
Need to get tested for match syndrome cah I'm on the lit end of the spectrum (My spectrum)
Teachers put me in detention like "Cristale, now you've got all my attention"
Sent me home before lunch for fighting two boys, affirm that suspension
[Verse 11]
Started secondary school
Mum said, "Learn your book, don't turn to no bad girl" (Behave, Cris)
Started to learn 'bout life
Became a mad girl, come just like this mad world
Teach' said I got so much potential
"Cristale, you don't know how much you have, girl"
Distraction to other in class
Eggs-up and fass
Can't lie, I was that girl
[Verse 12]
Young black girl, 3C, hair curly
Sip dirty rum punch from early
I could see clear, then life got blurry
Kinda half blind, but my sight still certy
Lord, please give me strength if I'm worthy
I know my weak points part of the journey
I'm 20 going on 200
'Cause I was 13 going on 30
[Verse 13]
Young black girl, 3C, hair curly
Sip dirty rum punch from early
I could see clear, then life got blurry
Kinda half blind, but my sight still certy
Lord, please give me strength if I'm worthy
I know my weak points part of the journey
I'm 20 going on 200
'Cause I was 13 going on 30
[Verse 14]
13 going on 30
13 going on 30
Beg God for strength if I'm worthy
Please spare me and show me some mercy
I'm 20 going on 200
'Cause I was 13 going on 30
Written by: Cristale De'abreu, Zel
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