Honest

Did you ever break a heart? Feels worse than when yours falls apart When you still love that one you pushed away And you just stole a good thing That was never meant to end Now it faded like the waves do In the sand You think that I'm not honest But I was always honest Told you everything you had to hear You say I gotta be honest I was never honest to myself Lately I've been catching myself thinking A lot about the past How it felt And why it didn't last Did you ever lose someone Cause of one hard choice that you had made It's crazy how it hurts so bad And I'm only angry at myself That I sent you through hell It eats me from the inside That I'm not by your side I know that it's my fault That you're alone and that you're crying If i could change it i'd erase your memories So you could forget about me You think that I'm not honest But I was always honest, Told you everything you had to hear You say I gotta be honest, I was never honest to myself Lately I've been catching myself thinking A lot about the past How it felt And why it didn't last You know I've been a fool to let you go You will never know what could have been If I was honest to myself I would sell my soul If I could unbreak you Now I feel so cold after all that we've been through We were in love And I can't give you up I may escape this room, But if I'm honest, I know that I can't escape from you I can never repay All the tears that left your eyes