S.I.G.E.C.A.P.S (feat. Merideth Henderson)

It’s what I do every time the going gets rough:

Turn my back and run or give up

And when life keeps asking for commitment

I count down the floors till my face hits the cement.

I wasn’t made to handle this.

Loving you felt a little like dying

Every single day

But no matter what you did,

I could never lose my faith.

I felt my sanity wither and slowly decay

I gave you everything just to watch you throw it away.

How are you feeling lately?

How have you been coping?

Tell me,

Have you been feeling hopeless?

[Loving you felt a little like dying each day

But no matter what you did, I could never lose my faith

I felt my sanity wither and slowly decay

(do you find you don’t enjoy things you used to?

That every day you’re less the person you once knew?)

I gave you everything just to watch you throw it away

How are you feeling lately? Tell me how have you been coping?

Have you been feeling fucking hopeless? Cause I do all the time

It breaks into my brain, it fills my fucking mind

I’ve lost my sense of purpose,

I’m just longing to feel alive.

Do you find you don’t enjoy the things you used to?

That every day you’re less the person that you fucking once knew?

Cause I despise this person that I’ve become

Can’t remember who I was,

Will I ever be enough?

Fuck]

Well…what the fuck?

So

What’s it take to get diagnosed?

Kill myself? Fucking overdose?

Or

Tighten this rope till I choke

And accept that I’ve become a ghost

Because every day’s become so routine,

I’d give anything to stop being me

I Don’t eat, I can’t sleep, I don’t even dream

I guess that’s what I get for being so naïve.

Why did it take you so long to realize

That these songs are a cry for help

Why do I give all of me to others

And leave nothing for myself?

There is nothing left for me to give,