Inside

I try to get the words out but my throat turns to stone If only I had courage to admit that I'm alone If you'd known What I hear in my head I can't escape the dark, need some hope even a spark I tried to rub it off but the pain it left mark If you'd known What I hear in my head And they say it will get better but those words won't heal the pain I wish I had the power Am I the one to blame? If I'd known Why I'm feeling this way I can't look in the mirror, that person isn't me I wish I was a little more normal, I just want to be free If you'd known What your words do to me I tried to ask for help, try to once again feel whole The treatment wasn't better and the meds they took their toll If you'd known What I had to go through And they say it will get better but those words won't heal the pain I wish I had the power Am I the one to blame? If I'd known Why I'm feeling this way Oh Oh Oh People talkin' and judging but their words won't get to me I've finally gotten better and found myself again Now I can sleep soundly when I lay back on my bed If you'd known What I've felt inside For so long