Heartbreak in Nyc

Heartbreak in New York City Said I broke it way too quickly Your words close to believing Say it's fine but Deep I'm weakened Black out from drugs at random Don't fear rejection Don't abandon I'm the cause for all my problems Anxious thoughts, somebody stop them Calling up the molly plug I need more serotonin Calling up the Xanny plug Treat it like melatonin Nowhere to go hide shorty Nowhere to run where I'm going Love gun on the table Kiss me or I'm reloading Smoke until my lungs stop working Make you cry girl, is it worth it? Everyday I'm a different person Sad as fuck, these meds stopped working Push you off the ledge but Act surprised when you aren't there Won't you pick up Don't make me upset All it does is just Remind me of my death don't wanna risk it Push you off the ledge but Act surprised when you aren't there Won't you pick up Don't make me upset All it does is just Remind me of my death don't wanna risk it