I Wish I Had Cheated

I wish I had cheated Then I wouldn't be questioning your reasons for leaving Wish you gave me a reason Wish I was abusive like the one before Said you were done with all that You went back for more Now your in his arms instead Is there something That I could've said to make things right? Something I could've did to try and change your mind Something I could've said to keep things good Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should If I should've cheated I wish I had cheated Wish that I torn you down Made you feel so defeated That you had no choice and left town Wish I left you broken Left you feeling alone Hurt your self-esteem Made you feel so low That you had a reason to go Is there something That I could've said to make things right? Something I could've did to try and change your mind Something I could've said to keep things good Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should If I should've cheated If that's what you want somebody that hurts you Someone you already know will desert you Guess you get what your asking for Done with your drama, I can't take no more If that's what you want somebody that makes you Fear for your life, there's no way I can save you Guess you get what your asking for Done with your drama, I can't take no more That I could've said to make things right Something I could've did to try and change your mind Something I could've said to keep things good Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should If I should've cheated