Restless

Time folds in on itself every day I watch the spirals as the world decays There are moving shapes inside of your face I am falling in love with your hips as they sway Dips and dots in empty outer space A place where I can be free and open I know that's a lie but goddamn I'm hoping That you will rescue me from being this broken like Dreams and reality what is the difference Every day that I breathe they just hand me a new sentence Telling me I was born just way too different And I can run if I want but I won't go the distance Man that shit is depressing, questions resting on my head like I was doing inception Stressing over the shit most people consider their blessings I can sleep if I want but I will always be restless (And I will always be restless) (I can't go down the checklist) (And I will always be reckless) (I can't go down the checklist) Now I'm stuck in the clock Watching people go about their lives Time never stops I'd try to leave but I've already died I bought a watch so that I would have double time It's time to knock on the door cuz I'm out of wine It's time to find a person who doesn't mind the constant whining of a man with a sick mind Who's running behind the rest My mind is always running I just want rest Dreams and reality what is the difference Every day that I breathe they just hand me a new sentence Telling me I was born just way too different And I can run if I want but I won't go the distance Man that shit is depressing, questions resting on my head like I was doing inception Stressing over the shit most people consider their blessings I can sleep if I want but I will always be restless (And I will always be restless) (I can't go down the checklist) (And I will always be reckless) (I can't go down the checklist) Welcome to your darkest nightmare Do or die, suicide, who are you? Who am I? I don't know I won't lie Justified homicide dropping on you with ninjas and katana knives I'm floating, your choking, you're looking at me as if I am a ghost And I'm looking at you as if you're so broken And taking your tooth is just one final token One final token, because the words that are spoken are gonna end with you broken Cuz while you're choking and hopeless I will be smoking and floating above all the grossness you've been spitting so focus We're only here for a moment so let's just both get engrossed Engrossed in the moment I demand your atonement if you are giving devotion then own it I can see what you foment everybody can Walking around like you're the man, nah