Hypothesis

Breath aligning with word Carefully observed Attentive to detail Life, at no one's behest Alike to the rest A gift without resale Now another new eye will see my work Now another new tongue will taste the earth Welcome to the expanse You have your own chance Although I should mention This is all that you'll know A beautiful home Born out of intention I'm the author of everything you are (And everything you'll be) I've awakened your hungry open heart (And child, you will feed) Time aligning with thought I see what I'm not And wonder who I am Crying out for a change I have in good faith You made me to withstand You awakened the heart that let this in (I promise I'd be good) Yet those who follow equate this pain to sin (I'd live just like I should) Screaming, knees to the floor I asked for no more Than freedom from my truth Raised believing that I Was born to feel lies And parse them in such youth The perfect story of flesh mismatching soul (From such an early age) And I was only a kid with no control (Seems I was made to crave) Your power mesmerizing Your very will is earth-defying Still, I was left with just myself Sat beside my father crying Struggling to silence the inner yell All because I fear a Hell Beholden to the rules But who created rules? If you would call it love I don't know if I believe in love If love is to refuse another way Allow to fail then turn and say It's just because I lost the love Sentiments death-aligning My heart gets heavy even trying I freeze when simply asking why Why everything that I've known For my entire life about true grace Feels vastly out of place Just following the rules The self-created rules If this is out of love I don't know if I believe in love If love is to enlist without request Accept the few and burn the rest I can't say I believe in love If this is love