Picture Myself

My heart is sinkin', heart in my throat Drownin' in your old leather coat And now I spend my weekends alone And think of all that I did, now that I don't You moved out the west And I moved to the city Made separate beds But I still hold you in my chest When things aren't looking pretty Wishing you the best But am I kidding myself, it's after midnight Kicking myself for staying, could I Picture myself believin'? Picture myself believin' Am I holding the words my head wants to hide? Thinking the worst forever, could I Picture myself believin'? Picture myself believin' in us My head says one thing But this feels amazin' Forever is something But together we're crazy You moved out the west And I moved to the city Made separate beds But I still hold you in my chest When things aren't looking pretty Wishing you the best Am I kidding myself, it's after midnight Kicking myself for staying, could I Picture myself believin'? Picture myself believin' Am I holding the words my head wants to hide? Thinking the worst forever, could I Picture myself believin'? Picture myself believin' in us And I don't know why No, I don't know why I'm this way Stayin' all night But what if I leave today And I don't know why Why am I afraid to stay