This Letter

Been tryin to write this letter Don't think I have the strength to carry on I wake up every morning Look at you thank the stars you're the one Wasn't always this way I had a love for life it went away I wasn't always this way But I think I could find a way To make a change So I'm leaving you this letter When you wake I'll be gone I hope that you'll stand by me As I get some help to break what I've become Wasn't always this way I had a love for life it went away I wasn't always this way But I think I can find a way To make a change You've given so much to me Now it kills me to know what I've done I couldn't face my addiction Now I know I'm too far gone It wasn't always this way I had a love for life it went away I wasn't always this way But I think I could find a way To make a change Can't blame that you don't trust me We both know we've been here before But I've hit a crossroad If I don't go now I won't grow old Wasn't always this way I had a love for life it went away I wasn't always this way But I know I will find a way To make a change So I'm leaving you this letter When you wake I'll be gone