Useless

Cut open my spine Drown out all the light I won't put up a fight Yeah You're so wonderful and I'm worthless Don't believe in me, girl, I'm useless I'll push you away, I can't do this Wake up every day with no purpose You're so wonderful and I'm worthless Don't believe in me, girl, I'm useless I'll push you away, I can't do this Wake up every day with no purpose I don't hear a sound when you're talking to me 'Cause I don't feel a thing, hear the death bells ring I'll go live in the sea, decompose in the reeds And dissolve into nothing right beside me And I wish you could, but you can't hide me I'm an injured monster, I'm disgusting I don't know why you stay here, right beside But I want you to leave and let me become nothing Go away Let me make them pay Evacuate Endless Day I just took some more pills, feeling ready to kill But I'll stay in my room and slash up 'til I'm still And this shit is just words, but it's real in my bones And all I really want is to be truly alone It won't ever happen I'll live 'til I die then I'll suffer in silence Bring some sickness, breaks my end Promise I still love you But I need something to cry to 'Cause it hurts to be alive And nothing feels as right It's when the ichor leaves my side And my wrist cries You're so wonderful and I'm worthless Don't believe in me, girl, I'm useless I'll push you away, I can't do this Wake up every day with no purpose You're so wonderful and I'm worthless Don't believe in me, girl, I'm useless I'll push you away, I can't do this Wake up every day with no purpose Cut open my spine Drown out all the light I won't put up a fight Yeah