Ghosts

So what you telling me Old habits will leave me lonely No way, I'm trying with the most I See too many ghosts trying to come clean No way I'm dodging them all I been expecting them all I spent my years on the fall This a rerun Popcorn on the floor This stale shit from before Can't stand for any more of these reruns Paying attention That's what I get when I'm paying attention So many memories I wouldn't, or couldn't mention Below the surface but in these reflections, you see the tension Nah We don't do the reminiscing Fuck do you mean I got this bottle bitch I'm pouring sipping You see me leaning that's spring cleaning my gutters These bitches disgusting You know the ones where you was wrong But you don't have the stomach to say it So bitch I'm not gonna say it Pass another I'm laying Into my liver like a nigga with the rugger he spraying I got intentions, they on they death bed Paving the way for me Baby don't pray for me She looking at me she asking So what you telling me Old habits will leave me lonely No way, I'm trying with the most I See too many ghosts trying to come clean No way I'm dodging them all I been expecting them all I spent my years on the fall This a rerun Popcorn on the floor This stale shit from before Can't stand for any more of these reruns I Never understood the way my thinking tainted Killin any pleasant day And it stays, constant with rebuttals Night and day, present day Presence there but it's subtle Meddlesome with muscle Push and shoving to run through Positive re-enforcement is nothing It falls and crumbles I don't know anymore Just how to play it Just how to make it look normal and not a form of deformity Asking momma what's wrong with me She don't play pretend no more Eat my weight in edibles to make some sense of y'all Another Grave digging expedition look what I've got Another pitfall taking me for all I'm not So what you telling me Old habits will leave me lonely No way, I'm trying with the most I See too many ghosts trying to come clean No way I'm dodging them all I been expecting them all I spent my years on the fall This a rerun Popcorn on the floor This stale shit from before Can't stand for any more of these reruns