I'm treadless and spinning
I just don't know where I should begin
What started out as a terrible lie
Grew and grew and multiplied
I'm not even sure who's behind this disguise
But it's someone I don't recognize
Help me find myself
I've spent so long wishing that I was someone else
I've wanted to get better everyday since I was a kid
It's still so sad, isn't it?
That I never did
There was no stillness after the wake
The waves are crashing more today
I'm drifting further, I'm farther away
What's left is slowly eroding with each crest as it breaks
Help me find myself
I've spent so long wishing that I was someone else
I've wanted to get better everyday since I was a kid
It's still so sad, isn't it?
That I never did
I never told my Dad that I wished I was dead
Just one of those talks that we never had
So I just laid awake, haunted, afraid
Praying for help that never came
Pick me up, pull me in
I don't know what I have but what's left I will give
