Music Video
Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Carina Nava Johnson-Adegboyega
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Carina Nava Johnson-Adegboyega
Producer
Lee Avant
Engineer
Lyrics
Another trip around the blazing sun
It seems my journey hasn't yet begun yeah
22, 32, how old are you?
Yeah, how old am I?
But it seems time just passes me by yeah
I should be married by now
I should really own my own house
I should have a higher salary
Should have done a different degree
I should be way more grateful
I should pick men that are faithful
I should be, I should be, I should be
And this is why I'm unhappy
Constantly telling myself how life should be, could be
And this is why I'm unhappy
Constantly telling myself how life should be, for me
Constantly feeling guilty
I feel like I'm not where I should be
And I can't shift this feelin'
I'm in desperate need of healing
I should be living abroad
Indecisive, I should be sure
I should really know my worth
I should leave even when it hurts
I should be smarter than I am
Shouldn't place my value in a man
I should be, I should be, I should be
And this is why I'm unhappy
Constantly telling myself how life should be, could be
And this is why I'm unhappy
Constantly telling myself how life should be, for me
God, please save me from my mind
Save me from my mind
These affirmations are so unkind
God, save me from my mind, my mind
These affirmations are so unkind
And this is why I'm unhappy
Constantly telling myself how life should be, could be
And this is why I'm unhappy
Constantly telling myself how life should be, for me
For me yeah
Writer(s): Carina Johnson-adegboyega
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