Adiaphora

I hold your hand when it hurts too much

Am I still here?

Do I hurt you when it hurts this much?

Are we still here?

I close my eyes and I wish for dark

A wishful edge of nothing to stop

I shake my hands and I wish for it all to end

I wish I could stop

I chase myself Into the dark

These worthless words our knives to our heart

I try so hard to make it stop

The shaking the snapping it starts

Does it waste you away when your tears fall flat

On my dull heart

Did it waste us away when all I had to say

Was I wish it could stop

I wish it could wish it could wish it could wish it could wish it could stop

I wish it could wish it could stop

I wish it could stop I wish it could stop