The Whispers of Sleep

Lost inside my mind I can't take anymore I am not myself Why can't I wake up Lost inside my mind I can't take anymore I am not myself Why can't I wake up This false state of eternal peace Makes me question my beliefs From all that I hate Let me disassociate All that I thought I overcame Only Lives on, I'm so ashamed I can't tell what is wrong Searching for where I belong How long have I been sleeping? Or am I awake? Lost inside my mind I can't take anymore I am not myself Why can't I wake up Lost inside my mind I can't take anymore I am not myself Why can't I wake up As I drift into the night I can feel what I left behind Is this joy or remorse? A face so close, A voice so far Those words you have spoke to me I hear them now, but not today Why do I reminisce? This isn't right, somethings amiss yet I feel at bliss. I can see you, but not your face Are you here? What is this place? Bound to this place in time A face so cold, a voice so vile All of this, is agony Made from my own insecurity Sinking into the void I've become so numb, I need a break let me Wake Please, let the voices go to sleep Please, let their faces fade away How long have I been Sleeping? Or am I Awake? Lost inside my mind I can't take anymore I am not myself Why can't I wake up Lost inside my mind I can't take anymore I am not myself Why can't I wake up