the way i make things feel okay

I never thought i'd feel something that's less than nothing I met a pretty boy and he was strung on something There's a fine line between us and it's some kind of substance If i was smart i wouldn't stick around to fix this I focused my attention on the way you're breathing It seems the lack of sleep causes the mind to weaken Said i love you too much, it began to lose its meaning Your eyes adjusted to the darkness that was creeping My body has failed me more times than i'd like I've sworn to the moon i'd never leave its sight If nobody cares now, will they care when i die? I've been pretty down for quite some time This is the way i make things feel okay Lately i've been feeding off hallucinations Your name's finding it's way into my conversations I knew i fucked up when i began to lose my vision Doesn't take much to shake your fearless disposition My body has failed me more times than i'd like I've sworn to the moon i'd never leave its sight If nobody cares now, will they care when i die? I've been pretty sad for quite some time This is the way i make things feel okay Handle me with pure delicacy Can't pretend like this won't end badly Maybe you can fill the hole in me I'll be dead to you eventually