Homesick

I've been feeling homesick everyday I've been feeling homesick finding my way Oi How can I be, proud to be me? Oh, how I'd believe and vow to achieve everything in 2003 When I was just a kid back in primary school Thought rhymes were cool and bounced to the beat I was bound to succeed But now I can see you can climb the mountain but you might fall down When you're found at the peak With the crown in my reach, now I'm surrounded by greed Mortified, this sort of life can change Before your eyes like the sound of a C Downing this beam, drowning Confused as fuck likе "How was I clean?" For a whole year Whеn I had my missus and we split because of cold beef I had more power, it seems Fuck I try to act like life don't matter but my mind's so scattered Every night when my eyes close I'm denied hope as these psychos chatter like Right, yo, time to go get a knife No Or a tight rope, climb that ladder and just fly bro Why tho? I don't wanna die Won't matter, you ain't nothing but albino rapper I went from cheap grog to free shots To 'Camp round' to three lots of detox Some say "Complete's lost so he's soft" 'Cause I get deep when the beat drops, these dogs They're so judgemental They should that you don't judge mental Say something, this freak won't run I don't need no gun, I can load up pencils ArrrRRRRGHHH Gunshot (Yeah) Fuck you and the haters who doubt me Astounding the way that they pray for the day that I'm outtie And hope that it's rainy and cloudy They basically saying it proudly And lately it's making me lousy 'Cause I can feel shame in my veins When they say that the game would be greater without me Fuckin' dickheads You can suck my dick then I've been feeling homesick On a fuckin' mission I don't really know if People wanna listen But I've been feeling homesick So I'm coming home