19

I woke up at 8 a.m every single day For the month of May I thought if I tried to fill up my time This would feel less strange Ignore the news, then look at the news It does me no good, just know that I should I'll close my eyes Picture my life like a film scene I don't know who we are anymore You say I take things way too hard Never thought I'd see you so wide-eyed Please, don't apologise if you don't mean it Didn't wanna turn 19 Never got to live up the big one I guess I'll just sit here and wait 'Cause I can't believe in change until I see it I can't stop seeing him on my screen With his empty words and heartless apologies Well, he can't get away with everything he's done And everything he didn't do I used to count the days from spring September didn't fix anything I just need to live right here, right now And try to believe that This feeling's gonna pass This is all gonna pass She didn't wanna be 19 Living in a time that's so lonely She says that she's discovered a new light When you say that you're alright, please, mean it I wake up I want to wake up