Cancerous

Only in the recesses of my mind I can never forget this Like a cancer that never leaves this body I'll lose all my hair fighting you I rebuild and regrow Yet a piece of you still remains I spend most of my days With a smile on my face But in the depths of sleep You reveal yourself In the most viscous of ways You torment me at night And leave me silent for days I wish for this cancerous being To leave & just go away Stay away Just go on your own way I offered you up Needed some closure I'll reconstruct your fucking neck The writing on your walls is false So why don't you live it? I feel the need to spit in your face So badly I want to spit in your fucking face Terrible numbness consumes my mornings Until I've satisfied the coping With this mourning Wash me away & leave me for the wasps I need to know have you found happiness Or finally uncovered your cowardice You are the plague Your future looks so vague Are we living? Are we living? Or are we dying? Are we dying? Are we the lost? Are we the lost? Or are we just the forgotten? This bane and burden This calamity This pestilence We are the cure You are cancerous I've had enough of this You are cancerous We've had enough of this