Shadow of Myself

This sickness I'm afflicted with Has got my brain decaying Addicted to its wickedness This dangerous game I'm playing I know my god has damned me My fate remains unmolded Guess it runs in the family My sense of self corroded Rage and hatred, untethered Heads and appendages severed I can't be saved by confession Endure this torture forever This aimless anger will fester And pain will make me remember I'm on the edge of life and death And I ain't gettin' better Lungs filled up with sweat and mud Unclean, diseased, body wet with blood When it comes to carnage I can't get enough Ever since mom and dad force fed me some Way past saving, can't be helped Just a shadow of myself Feel your darkness cascade over me (Cast it over me) Make me evil, feed me hell I'm a shadow of myself Swallow my soul, take control of me (Takin' over me) Hold your Holy Bibles tight You're sinking in this swamp There's no key to your survival That's a door that's locked Dissected head to toe You'll be opened up The only friend you'll get to know is a loaded gun My blackened blood is boilin' I feel my fear no more The scent of dead flesh spoilin' Have I become a corpse? Spiders climb up my spine Feel their venom in my veins This torment is divine The reaper I'll embrace When I'm made a god I will take a bow Evil forged a bond She won't break her vows Now you know the price Gotta pay it now If you have a life Time to lay it down Heed not the voice of reason It only tells you lies Obey your sins and demons Then see through evil's eyes Way past saving, can't be helped Just a shadow of myself Feel your darkness cascade over me (Cast it over me) Make me evil, feed me hell I'm a shadow of myself Swallow my soul, take control of me (Takin' over me) Blood is in the air My tongue can taste the gore Smell it on my breath The flavor I've been craving for What's the matter, what's happenin'? I've been served up a platter of pathogens Trapped within a macabre massacre By a family of sadistic savages Ain't seen a chainsaw yet But I will by the end, I'll bet I can sense the presence of Evil Settled deep in this Residence I've already been through shit And still haven't seen how bad it gets Crashin' their party, bash in their heads Pick up a weapon and splatter the rest This violence has me laughin' After makin' a massive mess I guess I'm past the point of saving I'd rather end up dead Give in to your temptation Transcend mortality Why let yourself be bound by Mortal morality Way past saving, can't be helped Just a shadow of myself Feel your darkness cascade over me (Cast it over me) Make me evil, feed me hell I'm a shadow of myself Swallow my soul, take control of me (Takin' over me) (Take control of me) (Evil molded me)