Hesitate

I paint my face every color

I do my body just the same

I try to blend with the muster

While I hide my thoughts and my pain

You can’t hear what I’m thinking

You can’t feel how I feel

Sometimes I get tired

of being the mouse spinning on your wheel

I will hesitate

I will keep my secret safe

I won't ruin my good name

Before I speak I’ll hesitate

You keep saying you love me

You keep telling me you’re proud

But you don't know who I am

‘Cause I’m not even living out loud

I will hesitate

I will keep my secret safe

I won't ruin my good name

Before I speak I’ll hesitate

You cared about the neighbors talk

Too much to know that I was lost

No apology

But don’t worry, I’m fine

‘Cause I don’t need your peace of mind

Now I’m finally free

I won’t hesitate

I won’t keep my secret safe

I won’t ruin my good name

‘Cause when I speak, I won’t hesitate