Changes

Can't sleep, feel like everybody hate me And I really wouldn't blame 'em I should feel amazing But I've never been amazing Ever since all of the changes Life about the painful, pain filled moments in the rain, but It's been difficult to stay tough Know I didn't say enough And I know you couldn't wait up Fell behind and I gave up But the one thing that I want you to know I just wanna say my shit and then I promise I'll go I've been tryna find the words that'll finally show I'm a little bit more than a boy with no hope I'm a little bit shit when it comes to love Not the feeling but the everything else involved I've been feeling like an enemy, that's my fault And nobody is a friend to me, they fell off Don't give a fuck Let me talk about you and I Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry Let me talk about back when we used to try Way back when we'd take walks under the sky But you say you're fine, well that's alright Now can you tell me why the fuck I'm missing you tonight Can you tell me why the fuck you sing inside my mind Can you tell me why the fuck that everything feels so, so Different now Everybody moved on, except for me But everything different now And I know that you gone while I still bleed So it's all different now And I know that I'm wrong, but can't you see That is all different now? It's so, so different now (Different now) (Everything different now) (So, so different now) (Different) Tonight, well, I wrote you an essay for real I asked you if all of this shit was for real Like how do you feel, like isn't it weird To look at my life without a stupid mirror Well, isn't it clear, yeah, didn't you hear? That I'm going crazy I lay in my tears I'm living in fear, I'm thinking it's near That one fucking day you will never be here And one fucking day then I'll have had enough All of the fighting and all of the stuff That you and I went through and acted all tough That shit will be gone, I'll no longer be cuffed But I will be free, and I will become A shadow of the boy that you really loved But how did the darkness come out of the sun? And how is it hardest when you've got the gun? Let me talk about you and I Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry Let me talk about back when we used to try Way back when we'd take walks under the sky But you say you're fine, well that's alright Now can you tell me why the fuck I'm missing you tonight Can you tell me why the fuck you sing inside my mind Can you tell me why the fuck that everything feels so, so Different now Everybody moved on, except for me But everything different now And I know that you gone while I still bleed So it's all different now And I know that I'm wrong, but can't you see That is all different now? It's so, so different now (Different now) (Everything different now) (So, so different now) (Different) Looking back, yeah, you and I were best friends And I know that I never held my end-up What I'd do for one chance, but You gave me millions, didn't you, right? Acted like I was killing you, didn't you, right? Said "I love you" in your notebook, didn't you write? Said "I love you", gave me hope, but didn't we fight? Now I hang around while you're busy living your life Yeah, you're living your life. Tell me isn't it nice? No more up worrying about all of my lies Yeah, all of my lies, yeah, no more goodbyes Yeah, this is the price, yeah, isn't it nice? Yeah, isn't it nice that you better than me? Life great while I'm sweating in a hundred degrees My fate begging heaven while I'm on to my knees Heart locked while I'm living and you're holding the keys Let me talk about you and I Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry Let me talk about back when we used to try Way back when we'd take walks under the sky But you say you're fine, well that's alright Now can you tell me why the fuck I'm missing you tonight Can you tell me why the fuck you sing inside my mind Can you tell me why the fuck that everything feels so, so Different now Everybody moved on, except for me But everything different now And I know that you gone while I still bleed So it's all different now And I know that I'm wrong, but can't you see That is all different now? It's so, so different now (Different now) (Everything different now) (So, so different now) (Different)