Happier in Hell

Maybe you're not sad enough I'm afraid of medication, but I think I should be on it I keep trying meditation, but if I'm being honest Doing anything that's good for me, makes me wanna vomit I'm sorry for the mess I made, I'll clean it in the morning I don't need your help You can keep the Gary Vees and Ted Talks to yourself I'm glad it's going well But I've been to heaven, It's happier in hell Maybe, you're not sad enough Maybe, I should suck it up I'm an imposter, I am a fraud Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god Maybe, you're not sad enough Or maybe, I should give it up I-I-I barely even drink, I quit the hard stuff, like six years ago And I'm starting to think that getting sober hasn't helped, at all They say the grass is greener, but I kind of miss the chemicals Sorry, I'm not perfect, yet, I swear it's nothing personal I don't need your help You can keep the pelotons and cleanses to yourself I'm glad it's going well But I've been to heaven It's happier in hell Maybe, you're not sad enough Maybe, I should suck it up I'm an imposter, I am a fraud Most days, I'm a devil Today, I'm a god Maybe, you're not sad enough Or maybe, I should give it up Maybe, you're not sad enough Maybe, I should suck it up I'm an imposter, I am a fraud Most days, I'm a devil Today, I'm a god Maybe, you're not sad enough Or maybe I should give it up