On & On

Why am I constantly wishing I believed in superstition When my mind can't ignore the facts In fact, you say it once you can say it twice but my ears can't hear so well tonight I'm falling forward leaving it all behind my back So go ahead and kiss my fucking ass And this goes on and on and on its always the same The truth is far from home and I forgotten where we came Did you put faith in me Did I let you down again This goes on and on and on its always the same Joint in my mouth and behind my ear One step on my greatest fear Let's go ahead and call it a grave Falling face first into my own trouble No way to rebuild the ruble The ship has sailed and I am left to swim the deep I am the rock that will refuse to sink And this goes on and on and on that's just how it goes I always find myself counting all my woes Don't put faith in me I'll let you down again If this goes on and on and on what did you expect What did you expect There's not a lot of things I remember But what I do think of the past I only like to think of the happy things The things that made me smile The things I treasure near and dear to my heart But it's not always like that Sometimes I can't remember the happy things Sometimes I get in this deep dark hole and just remember the sad parts of growing up Poor, alone On a dirt road with no car No gas, nothing Feeding my brothers the last scraps of food Seeing my mother cry when she was unemployed Everything But I have to just remember it all has a purpose It all has a reason to be in my life And maybe it's made me better Maybe it's made me worse But all I know is that I'm here and I got through it all This goes on and on and on That's just how it goes I always find myself Counting all my woes Did you put faith in me Did I let you down again This goes on and on and on What did you expect This goes on and on and on On and on and on