Losing Game

Damn When I write my bars Best know I speak from the heart Even though it got pierced With shards of glass it came Back fast like a shooting star I got me a girl that I call my wife so I pray to The lord that this will last She look so good put me in a trance Nah you all got it misconstrued It's music that I pursue Originally man I done it in twos A silent guy I'm known to Confuse but push my buttons Light up a fuse Accused of crimes that Had me amused They let me go had a lack of clues A thing my mum told me Back then to win in this life Man you really gotta lose A silent boy in a crazy world So loving me is a losing game I overthink when it's not even real I sit there losing my brain They say when I'm mad I come Like a tank fill it up with gas Blow it up propane A dangerous game to play Loving me is a losing game It's a losing game It fucks with your brain It drives you insane Can mess with your mentals I shot my shot And I followed through It went in it weren't accidental Writing bars got the pen on my pad True say man I don't use pencil That bitch used me as a rebound Every damn month I was coming like rentals I sit in my room just overthinking Do I really love too hard I might my bro's just call it simping Fuck that I don't really care if I'm simping Speak from the heart I'm keeping it real Can't lie I've thought Of popping a pill but I never Did that don't wanna get killed Said I'm a simp so Yh I do lotion I still struggle to show my emotions If I say I love you then I mean it Trust me girl cah my love is potent Protected my heart with a cage It made my day When you came and stole it Now I got this thought In my brain that maybe one day My heart will get broken Cause I didnt show no emotion A silent boy in a crazy world So loving me is a losing game I overthink when it's not even real I sit there losing my brain They say when I'm mad I come like a tank Fill it up with gas Blow it up propane It's a dangerous game to play Loving me is a losing game It's a losing game It fucks with your brain It drives you insane Can mess with your mentals I shot my shot And I followed through it Went in it weren't accidental Writing bars got the pen on my pad True say man I don't use pencil That bitch used me as a rebound Every damn month I was coming like rentals Life is a game of chess So I guess im a king And I got knocked down Wow you say that You got me for life Please stay for the ride And don't back down And I know I get jealous at times But that's cause I care man I ain't no clown You entered my life so quick Could leave as quick Gotta humble it out Yo I don't know what to say You say that I make your day But I don't see how cause I'm not that great Some things I've done In the past may change the way That you look at my face And I promise you that I've Changed for the most part But i still got faith That your gonna win this game A silent boy in a crazy world So loving me is a losing game I overthink when it's not even real I sit there losing my brain They say when I'm mad I come like a tank Fill it up with gas Blow it up propane It's a dangerous game to play Loving me is a losing game It's a losing game It fucks with your brain It drives you insane Can mess with your mentals I shot my shot And I followed through It went in it weren't accidental Writing bars got the pen on my pad True say man I don't use pencil That bitch used me as a rebound Every damn month I was coming like rentals