Misery love company I figured it out

Insomniac and an introvert I just sit ina house

I attract my fears so for the heal I just stick to the clowning

Devil in my left ear telling me to chill want me you go back to college

Nightmare my girl fucked on my potna

Had a **** mad for a day

Last night I had a dream bout mountain

Woke up in a mf lake

Tryna connects the dots

But the signs that I'm getting to complicated

Tired of waiting I feel like I'm bound to make a lil mistake

That's gon fuck up my operation

I don't care bout attention you gotta pay me

I been feeling indoctrinated

I been listening to my old shit and I gotta say I love my self but I kinda hate it

I don't listen to **** they kinda basic

Wanna live in a world with no population

Manifested this life **** I can taste

Maybe that just the bullshi that I been saying

Damn it stink

Im so happy my momma raised me

Couldn't picture a life without crossing lines

Told em only Deia and my mom can save me

If them two wasn't here you can say goodbye

If I give you the truth why you hate the lies

If I tell you I'm cool why you say I'm not

I been loving to hate on myself a bit

Hold up lemme take this fucking drink tonight

A Ima get me a blunt after

Cross faded in my mind

Tired of wasting people time

Shouldn't be living really shouldn't be alive

Last year I should've died

Still here for the now

Im chilling the clouds look heavenly like my smile

I can't feel the pain

I can't feel the hurt

That you put me through